It was Saturday morning. Judy left the house early with the classifieds section of the newspaper
tucked beneath her arm. She had poured over the listings the night before and
had vigorously circled the most promising garage sales, simultaneously plotting
a driving route in her head. She also brought along a yellow thermos filled
with weak coffee, and a pocketbook containing nearly fifty dollars in small
denominations. Her plan was to target the garage sales early, while the best
deals could be found, and to finish at the flea market later in the day, when
the sellers were primed to unload their unsold goods, too exhausted to haggle.
This was Judy’s weekend routine, at least during the warmer
months. She sometimes returned home empty handed. When she found something she
liked, she would decide on a fair price (regardless of the amount set by the
seller) and stubbornly refuse to pay even a few cents more. If a seller was
unwilling to come down, she would walk away.
In years past, her children, Chris and Effie, had usually joined
her. Now, as teens, they only wanted to sleep-in on weekends. Occasionally, she
still popped her head into their rooms before leaving the house. “Are you sure
you don’t want to come?” She would ask, speaking to a bedclothes-covered mound.
If either of them acknowledged her at all, it was only with a mumbled, negative
reply. She missed having them along, but had found that she enjoyed the time
alone, as well.
At a one story brick home on Walnut Street, Judy purchased an
antique-looking flower vase. The
seller, a plump woman smoking a cigarette and drinking a can of Diet Coke, didn’t
know how old it was. In the sunlight, Judy could see that the glaze covering
the off-white paint was veined with age. The vase’s pink handle had been broken
and reattached with glue.
“Do you remember when this handle broke off?” Judy said. She
didn’t care, really, but wanted the woman to know that she had noticed the
flaw.
The woman took a long drag on her cigarette, squinting
thoughtfully at the vase. She blew the smoke out the corner of her mouth and
said, “I’m not real sure, honey. A-while
back.”
“It’s marked at a dollar fifty.” Judy said, turning the vase
in her hands, pretending to be undecided about it. “Would you take a dollar?”
The woman’s chuckled. “How’s a dollar twenty-five?”
Judy clucked her disapproval and returned the vase to the
table.
“You drive a hard bargain.” The woman said. “A dollar’s
fine.”
At a very large home on Torchwood Road, Judy purchased a set
of stoneware casserole dishes and cake pans. When she picked one of the pans up
for a closer look, a teenage girl wearing cut-off shorts and a bikini top said,
“My mom told me to say those are really good and we’re selling them for really
cheap.”
“Oh yeah?” Judy said.
The girl looked to be about the same age as Effie. “I guess
they’re a special kind. I don’t know.” She said.
Judy turned the pan over and saw that they were Pampered Chef. She returned it to the
pile.
“If you have questions or whatever, my mom’s coming back out
in a minute. She’s in the bathroom.” The girl said.
Picking up the whole stack, Judy said. “Three dollars each?”
“Yep.”
“Sounds fair to me.” She said, balancing the dishes in one
arm and reaching for her pocketbook.
By eleven o’clock, Judy still hadn’t spent even half of her
money. She picked up a set of four White
Castle coffee mugs for a quarter. She paid fifty cents for a plastic
contraption that was supposed to perfectly boil eggs in the microwave. At one
sale, she pulled a musty copy of The Red
Pony out of a box of free books.
Judy arrived at the flea market earlier than she’d anticipated. The place was still bustling with sellers and customers. Years earlier – too far back for Judy to recall offhand – the large lot had belonged to a farm supply and feed store. When it closed its doors, no one purchased the property. Eventually, the owners sold to the city, and the city began collecting revenue by selling vendor licenses and lot fees. The idea grew into the flea market, which, on Saturdays during the summer, became the center of life in town.
After parking at the west end of the lot, Judy stopped and
bought a bag of kettle corn from a vendor in a red tent. She opened it up and
ate slowly as she strolled along the main walkway leading through a maze of
temporary booths and tents. She synched her pace with the flow of foot traffic,
giving herself time to look at what interested her; collectible knickknacks,
kitchenware, handicrafts, antique tools, books, a towering stack of used flower
pots, and at one booth, an assortment of old postcards with handwritten messages,
many bearing postmark dates from long before Judy was even born.
“Those are fascinating, aren’t they?” The Seller said. He
was an elderly man, stooped, with shoulders that looked like they might collapse
into his torso. His hair was the color of a raincloud. Though he was clean
shaven, curly threads sprouted wildly from his nose and ears.
“They are.” Judy said, smiling. “You’ve collected all these?”
The man picked up one of the postcards. The scene on the
front was tropical; palm trees and hula dancers.
“No, no.” He said. “I picked
these up at an estate auction a few years back.” He flipped the postcard over
and studied the back. He looked at Judy. “Bought ‘em in Ellwood City,
Pennsylvania.” He said, as if Judy might have some connection with the place.
Judy shuffled through a stack of the postcards, flipping
them over to read the messages they had carried across oceans and continents
decades earlier. Some of the writing was difficult to read due to fading or poor
penmanship. Those she was able to read clearly were fairly uniform in content. We’re doing well here - enjoying our time - hope
everything is fine back home - we miss you - wish you were here – say ‘hello’
to so-and-so.
“I’m asking a quarter each.” The Seller said.
“They’re very interesting.” Judy said. She wasn’t considering
buying any of them, but she continued looking.
The man turned and shuffled away. When he returned, he was
carrying an old shoebox held together at the corners with silver duct tape. “If
you like those, you might wanna look at these, too.” He placed the shoebox on
the table, next to the postcards, and lifted the lid. It was filled with old
black and white photographs.
“These came from the same auction. The guy was a collector,
I suppose.” The man said. “Take a look.” He slid the box toward Judy.
She scooped up a handful of the photos and began leafing
through them. There were a few portraits, but most were family photos;
non-professional, poorly framed, intimate. Fathers with crew-cuts, mothers
wearing housedresses, and children - so many beautiful children. It was strange,
Judy thought, that they were old now; older than she was, even.
“Lots of memories in that shoebox.” The Seller said.
“That’s right.” Judy said, nodding her head. “Sort of lost memories, I guess.”
She returned the photos to the box and stared into it for a
moment. “How much are you asking for these?” She asked. The question was out
before she even realized she wanted the photos.
“Hm.” The man said, thinking.
“Five bucks?” Judy said. The offer felt inadequate once she
had said it aloud.
The Seller reached into the box and moved the photos around
a bit, examining them. “Well…” He said. “These might be hard to sell. You
really want ‘em?”
“I think they’re interesting.” Judy said, flatly.
“If you want ‘em, they’re yours.” The man said.
After paying the man, she carried the shoebox to her car and
placed it on the passenger seat. She lowered the car’s windows and sat in the
driver’s seat, looking through the photos. At first, each photo seemed to have
a story to tell. She studied the subjects’ faces, their posture, the clothing
they were wearing. But as she dug deeper into the box, the images began to blur
together, to lose their individual distinctiveness. The photos as a collection were far less
interesting than any one particular photograph considered on its own.
She was nearing the end of the box. Picking up one last
handful of photos, Judy paused when she saw the image at the top of the stack,
held in place beneath her thumb. It was different than most of the others. It
was taken outdoors, at night. There were three men in the photo, standing
side by side. Not much could be seen in the background, only darkness, and just
behind them, a few blades of tall grass, as if they were standing at the edge
of an open field. The two men standing at each side of the photo were young and
smiling. But the face of the man standing between them was obscured, as if he
were wearing some blank mask. Initially, Judy thought that the photo had been
damaged; perhaps a watermark had blotted out the face of the third man. Or, she
thought, the man’s face may have been rubbed away, erased by an ex-lover or a
betrayed friend.
The longer she looked at the image, however, the less likely
either of these possibilities seemed. She touched the surface, just over the
spot where the man’s face should be. It was smooth; no different than the rest
of the photo. Could it have been a smudge on the camera lens? She wondered.
It was unsettling, whatever the case may be. Even if it was
simply some fault of the camera, some trick of light; she didn’t like the
photograph. She folded it in half, stepped out of her car, and walked to the
red tent, where she had bought the kettle corn earlier. There, she tossed the
folded photo into a large barrel serving as a garbage can, and returned to her
car. As she pulled out of the flea market, she caught sight of the old man who
had sold her the shoebox. He was walking toward the portable toilets at the edge
of the parking lot. He looked in her direction at just the right moment, and
Judy was able to wave to him as she drove away.
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To learn more about Raymond Robinson (Green Man), read the original Wikipedia article HERE.
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